Problems all around you,
Its a torture for me,
Seeing you fall, Seeing you torture yourself,
Sometimes i hope that there's something i could do for you,
And when i realize there's nothing much i can do,
I will start feeling helpless, useless.
But,
I can't afford to whine,
Never to you,
Cos' I know i will never want to be another source of your pain.
I must be stronger.
So babe,
You must be strong too,
I believe one day you will return to your original self, smiling with confidence.
Don't be afraid, cos' i will watch you shine at your best, and will be by your side at your worst.

Yesterday, i hear you talk about him,
Saying how silly you felt thinking back of those times with him,
Then i think back of the me i used to be,
The me who was scared of caring,
For fear that the other person doesn't care at all,
But now,
I understand.
Yeah its you, who made me understand,
Because, its love.
Its when, something which seemed so wrong,
Is able to feel so right.
How silly will love make us be?
Cos' you've made my 2010 amazing, and now i believe, 2011 would be too :)

I used to think,
If we were to going to last,
If challenges ahead would be too hard for us,
If my work in future would distance the both of us,
If our families were to accept us
The ifs just won't stop.
But now,
I know,
I have the confidence in the both of us,
I'll put in the work and trust in our love,
I would like to say, "Come on babe, we will be together happy ever after." as if its some fairytale,
But i guess reality is too hard for that.
I shall say,
"To get over all our challenges ahead, and be happy together, that will my goal."
And i will do all it takes to achieve this.
Till you're ready babe, i'm waiting <3.

Merry christmas!
Babe thanks for everything :D
So glad to have you in my life,
Even though,
I'm such a blur sotong,
Not even good at anything,
What the hell you saw in me?! :P
Having you by my side, what more can i ask for christmas?