I used to think,
If we were to going to last,
If challenges ahead would be too hard for us,
If my work in future would distance the both of us,
If our families were to accept us
The ifs just won't stop.
But now,
I know,
I have the confidence in the both of us,
I'll put in the work and trust in our love,
I would like to say, "Come on babe, we will be together happy ever after." as if its some fairytale,
But i guess reality is too hard for that.
I shall say,
"To get over all our challenges ahead, and be happy together, that will my goal."
And i will do all it takes to achieve this.
Till you're ready babe, i'm waiting <3.

Merry christmas!
Babe thanks for everything :D
So glad to have you in my life,
Even though,
I'm such a blur sotong,
Not even good at anything,
What the hell you saw in me?! :P
Having you by my side, what more can i ask for christmas?

I know, that i can't give you forever,
The path of love was never once made smooth,
Challenges will be right ahead,
There will be times we fight, argue
At the end of the path is always pain
But babe, my answer is,
I'll face all of them, alongside with you,
We may fight, but no matter what i say, a part of me will always be with you.
Till the end of the path, long or short, I will love you with all i got.
I love you. Its your turn. :)

Moments we have and things we do may seem simple to the world,
But i still love being with you,
Because of those memories we create together,
Those memories, which are able to make me smile, no matter whats going on in my life.
I realise, when you smile, i smile. When you are sad, i go crazy. Somehow, i just can't help it.

Addicted to you.
Babe,
Hold my hand, i promise, that i'll do all i can :)

Derick:
I guess we are the left-overs in this world.
Lily:
I think so...all of my friends have boyfriends, and we are the only the 2 people left in this world without any special person in our lives.
Derick:
Yup, I don't know what to do.
Lily:
I know! We'll play a game.
Derick:
What game?
Lily:
I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days
and you will be my boyfriend.
Derick:
That's a great plan, in fact, I don't have anything to do
much for the following few weeks.
DAY 1:
They watch their first movie
and they both are touched by the romantic film.
DAY 4:
They went go to the beach and have a picnic. Derick and Lily have their quality time together.
DAY 12:
Derick invited Lily to a circus and they ride through a Horror House.
Lily was scared and she thought she touched Derick's hand but she actually touched someone else's hand they both laughed.
DAY 15:
They saw a fortune teller down the road, and they asked for their future advice.
The fortune teller said:
"My darlings, please don't waste the time of your life, spend the rest of your time together, happily." Then tears flowed out from the teller's eyes.
DAY 20:
Lily invited Derick to go to the hill
and they saw a meteor; Lily mumbled something.
DAY 28:
They sat on the bus, and because of a bumpy road Lily gave her first kiss to Derick by accident.
DAY 29:
11:37 pm:
Lily and Derick sat in the park where they first decided to play this game.
Derick:
I'm tired Lily...Do you want anything to drink? I'll buy you one...I'll just go down the road.
Lily:
An Apple Juice, that's all. Thank you.
Derick:
Wait for me.
20 minutes later
A stranger approached Lily
Stranger:
Are you a friend of Derick?
Lily:
Yes, why? What happened?
Stranger:
A reckless drunk driver ran over Derick, and he is in critical condition in the hospital.
11:57 pm:
The doctor walked out of the emergency room; he handed Lily an apple juice and a letter.
Doctor:
We found this in Derick's pocket.
Lily reads the letter and it says:
Lily, These past few weeks, I realized you are a really cute girl, and I am really falling for you-your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game. Before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life.
I love you, Lily.
Lily crumpled up the paper and shouted:
"Derick! I don't want you to die-
I love you; remember that night when we saw a meteor and I mumbled something. I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and that we would never have to end this game. Please don't leave me Derick .. I love you! You can't do this to me!"
Then the clock strikes 12...
Derick's heart stopped pumping...
It was the 30th day.

HEY i found the story! LOL.
Ours was a 14 days, tonight marks the end. Of course i won't die away like Derick did. :P
Thanks babe, for everything during this 2 weeks. :) Even though all we did were just sending messages to each other and one date, you were perfect.
Sorry for being the joker during this 2 weeks, yeah i know there are times you want me to be serious. Hope that i did make you at least a little happier this 2 weeks. I know you were once hurt, but, follow your heart babe, make sure the one you really love, gives you happiness :)

I love you,
Every moment spent with you, is a moment i treasure.

Best feeling sia, came home after so much happened during this week, totally drained inside, and there my internet goes lagging all over. Failed test, presentation fucked up. FML! ANOTHER TEST and my reflective journal on my previous failure due tomorrow! GOSH! =.=
But, still looking forward to tomorrow :) Hopes everything goes well tomorrow!
To you, it may be just short messages from your phone, but to me, its what kept me going. Thanks.

So, love, no tears anymore, everything will be alright.. :)

Tears during your sleepless nights, and there in my bunk i'm thinking if only i could be there, with you.
Your make up smeared, and wanted to tell you, that you are still beautiful without it. I guess if i told you that you would be laughing and calling me a joker. LOL. Come on have more self-confidence la eh?! :X
Maybe the only thing between us is reality.
4 more days, and at the end i'll still be there for you. Be happy with him and you have my best wishes.

Love, its as easy as it comes, also as hard as it ends.
When you wish upon the stars, maybe one day it will come true.
**I love you, and i hope you love me too..**

Be strong now, because things will get better. It may be stormy now, but it can't rain forever.

"Wisdom in relationships involves a selfless desire to do what's best for the other person",
even if it means saying goodbye?
I've learnt that sometimes goodbye, are really forever.

In your life, you meet different people. Some, you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happenend to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again, but you still do.
Maybe..all i ever wanted was you.

The truth:
1) Everyone in their life would once believe that "love last forever"
And,
2) There will always be a certain someone appearing in some part of our life to teach us that it won't.
It will hurt like hell, but what to do?:
Find, the one whom you know that one day, you will experience the same pain of losing them, but yet you still willingly give them your all. Thats true love.

I wish that somehow, somewhere, someday, i would find you, and wouldn't need to ever let go :)