Saturday, July 14, 2012

Girl,
I may at times,
Forget what you said,
Forget what you did,
But one thing for certain,
I won't forget how you made me feel. :)
"What makes you so confident that you won't leave me?"
I know..because just the thought of it, is scary enough.
Because, I've got too used to your existence by my side,
And you became a important part of my life.
I've found a thousand reasons why we both won't work out, but the moment we kiss, i realise, i don't care anymore.

I know, you may have changed ever since he left you,
you can make all the guys around you go crazy for you,
things you do may break my heart again and again and make me go crazy.
I know, maybe your feelings are mixed up,
maybe i'm just one of a substitute for him,
maybe i'm just the only dumb ass whos loving you.
But i want to believe, you who once loved him so truly, this isn't your true self.
If one day you are ready to fall in love again, i promise it will be worthwhile, i'll be there.
If I'm just in your life to satisfy your lack of love, as long as you still need me, i'll still be there. As long as you smile, to me, its all worthwhile.
I'll be there..promise. :)
You are no cinderella, neither can i be your prince charming. But, give me a chance and i will try my best, to give you something close to that :D
How to i describe this feeling?
Hmmm, numb maybe. Have already reached a point i don't really understand myself. It somehow feels like no matter what, things doesn't seem to go right anymore. Strange thing i realize, sometimes when i speak, i know that somewhere deep inside me, i hope that things would be the other way round. I need someone to prove me wrong. To find this someone, i would do anything :).
Have you ever love somebody so much, you could barely breathe when you're with 'em?